Miss Barbara Sets The Record Straight - Second, Miss Barbara Considered Divorcing Her Sissy Hubby

After a recent review of my blog and online activities, Miss Barbara has decided that some changes are in order. I took a break from writing (well, blog writing anyway) as we discussed ideas and possibilities. I touched on some of this in my last entry and now I want to continue the "Miss Barbara Sets the Record Straight" series with a shocking bit of news of which I only recently became aware. Namely, Miss Barbara seriously considered divorcing Jackie at two points during Jackie's sissification.

Miss Barbara was much more upset than I realized over the emasculating things she found out about her "husband" after stumbling across "his" batch of hidden panties and things. She wasn't sure if I had a lover, or if I was gay, or whatever. But one thing she did know, the "man" she married had secrets. As she handled the situation, talking to her mother and confronting me, she found that I did not have a lover, that I was not gay, but that I did have secrets. Secrets that, once revealed, shed light on nagging questions she had about me and our marriage. Questions like: Why does he like to be alone so much? Why is his sex drive so low? Why is his performance so poor when we do have sex? The answers became clear when she found out that I expended most of my sexual energy by masturbating in panties.

That was the first time Miss Barbara almost left. She felt betrayed, hurt, confused and rejected. And on top of it all, she was sexually frustrated and unsatisfied. Luckily for us, for me, her mother calmed her down and helped her regain a feeling of control and purpose, beginning with the idea of putting me in panties to see what would happen. As I mentioned last time, this exposed a serious masturbation habit which ultimately led to my systematic feminization.

But it was this feminization project that led Miss Barbara to consider divorce a second time. She loves men, thought she had married a man, but her "man" was happily shedding his masculinity and becoming a sissy. In addition, it was soon decided that sex with women would be off-limits for me, a condition which I actually accepted, but which Miss Barbara feared would mean permanent sexual frustration. It was almost too much for her and she told her mother that she was again thinking about leaving me. And again, Miss Carolyn saved the day and the marriage.

She pointed out advantages to having a sissy hubby that Miss Barb had overlooked. For instance, Miss Barbara (and Miss Carolyn too, for that matter) hate doing housework, so I could be trained as a maid. As for sexual satisfaction, she reminded Miss Barbara that, when given the choice, I picked sissyhood over manhood, even knowing that Miss Barb did not have sex with sissies. At that point I had abdicated my responsibility as a husband, giving Miss Barbara complete freedom in her sexual pursuits. She took her mother's advice and continued with the project.

Miss Barbara quickly came into her own after that. She grew in confidence and competence as she exercised her will and reshaped our lives in the image she chose.  Recently Miss Barbara told me that staying with me was the best decision she ever made, which made me so happy!

So, dear sissy friends, thanks for reading once again, I will try to not wait so long next time! Until then, be happy sissies and say "Hi!" if you get a chance.

Miss Barbara Sets The Record Straight - First, Jackie Was Not Always A Sissy

Miss Barbara has spent some time lately looking over my blog and other online activities. She has some ideas about direction and content that should soon become apparent. In the meantime however, she wants me to stress a few points where she feels like focus might have slipped a little.

First, Miss Barbara wants me to clarify that her sissy Jackie (me!) was not always a sissy. Unlike many that are sissies from birth, Jackie began her journey to sissyhood as a chronic masturbator that wore articles of women's clothing, meaning panties, for sexual excitement. Jackie is a sissy only because Miss Barbara decided that is what she should be and took steps to bring it about.

Admittedly, Miss Barbara's and my recall varies, so hers is correct. One thing is for sure, my identity as a man began to falter the day she confronted me with her discovery of my collection of panties. She had found them a few days earlier when we were packing for a hurricane evacuation. What I didn't know until later was that she had talked it over with her mother in the meantime. They decided that I was probably a secret crossdresser. It turned out that Miss Carolyn had some insight because, as she informed Miss Barb for the first time, her late husband, Miss Barb's father, was a crossdresser. They decided that they would start small and see what happened.

Soon after that I was wearing panties most of the time. My feeling was that I took to wearing panties so easily because I was a sissy at heart. Miss Barbara says no, it was because I got sexually excited by wearing panties which fueled my masturbation. Judging by the number of times she subsequently caught me jacking off in panties, she is no doubt correct.

Upon further discussions with her mother about my behavior, they decided I was probably not a crossdresser after all, just a chronic masturbator wearing panties for excitement. This insight also explained other shortcomings, mainly in the area of physical affection, that Miss Barbara had noted. Together they decided that my lack of control and neglect of husbandly duties was unacceptable and Miss Barbara should take control of the situation. If she failed, so would our marriage. It was during these talks that Miss Barbara and Miss Carolyn determined my future as a sissy.

Their plan had two aspects: One was to continue and increase the pace of feminization and see if I would go along with it, knowing that if I did so it would probably be for the sexual thrill. And two, if I did go along with the feminization, they would seek to break the association between dressing up and sexual excitement and masturbation.

Needless to say, I did go along with it, and it probably was in large part for the sexual thrill, although it is my feeling that I was already a sissy by that point. Soon I was sleeping in nighties, had no male undies at all, and Jackie the sissy maid had begun her duties. And then, using various techniques, some of which I describe in other blog entries, Miss Barbara did indeed weaken and break the link between dressing up and sexual activity. From that point on, I was not dressing for masturbatory reasons, I was truly and irreversibly a feminized sissy.

Well, that's it for now Happy Sissies, I hope you enjoyed the clarification of my sissy history. Thanks for reading and contact me and say "Hi" if you get a chance. See you next time and stay Happy, Sissies!

Jackie Goodsissy Comes to Twitter!

Hello all my sissy friends!

I just wanted to make a quick post to say that I have jumped into the 21st Century by getting into Twitter! I do hope any of my sissy friends or whoever else that uses Twitter will follow me so I can follow them back. I hope to meet and keep in touch with as many Tweeting sissies as possible!

My name in Twitter is Jackie Goodsissy (big surprise!) and my handle thingy is @JGoodsissy

Is it just me or does "Tweeting" sound like something a sissy would do?

Thanks for reading, Happy Sissies!